February 2011
“uni tip #1 is:
‘you can’t study in a messy room, or if there is lunch to be made, or if you have clothes to wash, or if you have a beanie to sew up, or if there is a barrel/social event/coffee proposal/sale at sportsgirl on’
uni tip #2 is you can’t study if there is a new ep of Gossip Girl out”How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy. And you’re left thinking about it, everyday. It drills you so much that you burst out crying at any chance you get alone. Yeah, it fucking hurts.
A girl I was bestfriends with for two years cut off all contact with me suddenly. Itkilled me, I begged and begged and she just… didn’t bother to even respond. I have no respect for those who are so cruel as to ignore those pleas and even if there are no messages, no texts persisting then surely you still know that you are breaking the heart of someone that you claimed to care about and how can you live with yourself for doing that? for making them feel so worthless, forgettable and lonely? I was left in a vulnerable time and my eating disorder was just beginning and I will never forget how I would burst out into tears in the doctors and councellors trying to explain what had occurred, who had left me in such a short amount of time and these things resonate too, I’m still in a spin trying to examine things that I may have done… what if I had did what you had, how would you have felt? would you have cried or just moved forward. Your unjustified actions have consequences and just because you may think it’s time to walk out because there’s nothing there anymore doesn’t give you the right to just give up on someone who really depends on you afterall when did I or any of us give up on them? when did we judge them for any of their actions? Fuck the people who do this to us, I hope that your conscience catches up to you.
We are all the same, aren’t we.
So you have one person, and then another person.
And they are both not online.
Therefore,
they are fucking..
FACT.
The Bronx - Transexual Blackout (The Movement)